Well honestly its freaking out . Jiwa I sendiri kinda takut dengan bayang bayang . I dunno what is went wrong , perhaps the strength that he has give it to me will lead me to find the soul that I really looking into it.
I dunno if you does , but that is happen to me . Feel better to be alone. Moving ahead to setting up the first step. Its look easier but actually NOT! hell not easy .
I keep asking my self .. Am I demanding ? Or this is the real situation after so long. Even when we are living in complete denial about it.
Ya allah .. lead me to be better person .
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
|The story begun when they treat me for a night stay|
Thank you for working so hard for us. Rain or shine, you go into the “big, bad” world and fight for us. You sweat. You endure stress. You are truly our “warrior,” and I could never express to you how much I love and respect you for that. In our family, you are our hero.
Seeing you truly love me through all my imperfections makes me see the love of more clearly. Thank you for that. Thanks for sharing the celebrating together with us although you was very busy on that week!
Thanks Imran for indeed words which I'm so happy to see how mature you are . I'm sure you such good boy but of course I'm asking the best from you for one reason god knew it! I wanna see u success and rich and respectful and love all us like you do. Little hard on you , stalking behind you just because I love you my big boy!I know sometimes to you I seem harsh and so unfair, But one day you will see, I taught you well because I care.
The next few years will so quickly fly, you not sleeping next to me anymore . You not hugging me like before anymore ... huhu
Perfect celebrating Mother's Day from all of you is bigger than everything else. Muahhh ...
p/s : Mode : frustrating with words from some friend who's misunderstood the mythology Muslim today!.