Wednesday, May 19, 2010

She's wearing a engagement ring!

My BFF is just engaged!  I'm so beyond excited! And if you know her, or if you've read her FB, you know what a major deal this is for her. She was destined for this job and I could not be more thrilled to see it all come to be.

It's hard for me not to tell her everything about my experiences because I want her to have her own and not worry about what anyone else did. If there's anything that I've learned from, that everyone  has their own unique experience. No matter what, her relationship will be different from my mine.We handle man with our own way; she handles both will be different from the way I handled them. It will be equally as awesome, but different.

I can't wait on her wedding day. There will be a bachelor night for her for sure.

Congrats babeh !

Tuesday, May 18, 2010


I am thoroughly exhausted. I have no idea why. I thought the weekend of rest and naps would allow me to bounce back this week and be ready to go, but my body is still sluggishly tired. 
I'm moving at the pace of a snail and I've done practically nothing all day. I've spent most of the day staring blankly at MBC still discussing about the new JD for next year . 
Cannot wait to get on the shuttle home. I don't even know if I have the strength to go out tonight... correction: I don't have the strength to go out tonight (just unmade plans).

When I get some sleep and I feel better about myself, I'm sure I'll be incredibly excited and forward-thinking and have lots of positive things to say. For now, though, I just think of negatives. But, I still want to do it - lol - which shows you how hopeless. I need a change - drastic change. Except, because I am who I am and I feel so uncomfortable about things in my office, I just want to go into hibernation mode and talk to no one. I'm trying to resist the urge to do that because I know it's not healthy, but I still really just want to dig myself into a hole in the ground. I think work has worn me out and I can't handle being social. Blerg. I'll get over it. In the meantime, I want to brainstorm all the things I want to do when I get here. Maybe that will make me feel better.

Hahahah .... arrived home my maid  just told me that my son temperature goes up 40 degrees. Checked again his body temperature , straight away bring him to the nearest clinic. I've forgotten that I'm also had fever.. Goshh ...

Doctor had given me two days MC. Doesn't really work on me because I'm still working at home...
But the most important is I'm around to monitor my son...

Sunday, May 16, 2010

~Saturday nite ~

I don't know what the fuck is up, but I feel like crap. I left dina's sport day 12:15 pm, only to come home and sleep for a good FOUR hours. I slept through TWO alarms that I'd set, as well as my daily birth control alarm. I feel sluggish and lazy. It took all the strength I had to get up to go eat dinner with my hubby....

I'm with little sista  in my apartment, too, which sucks royally. I wanted to go out, but since I got things to do up till 11.30 pm, by then it was too late to realistically do anything.

Right now I'm getting a little tired, which is good. I was worried. I'm thinking about staying home tomorrow because I don't know if I can deal (checking calendar... gosh! my BFF engagement day tomorrow! and my beloved family is on the way for KL tour) I'm just not feeling like myself. I don't know what it is. If I'm sick... maybe I'm hormonal? I just have no clue. But I don't feel like me...

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