Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Raya ke 6th 2013

I guess I am back to where I belong . Since 2008 I had enjoy the real raya , the real ramadhan ( hello - walaupun ye tak terawih saya masih menunaikan kewajipan saya- saya puasa ye ! ) 
But this year was very simple . No kuih raya , no baju raya ... 
Infact now I tgh keje . 
NOPE I don't miss him .. I miss the memory !
Tatta!

Monday, August 12, 2013

Behind the smile - the cheeky smile

Tetibe bila wan ( nenda) said "Awak kena kuat" ; aku cuma senyum .
I did not said anything . I never revealed anything .
Tapi bila my cousin sister said , "mesti ada sebab ,, " Aku tak senyum . Its hurt for me to repeat again and again . I had tried over the years .

Am I demanding ? Am I unfaithful ? I am not happy . That is all .
No one understand .. they can just listen and assume and summaries .

I didn't asked this thing happen . But really I am not happy .
If Im not happy after ten years , I still have to face the same thing for another ten years?

ps: I just dont understand and I dont believe until these happen..

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