Tetibe bila wan ( nenda) said "Awak kena kuat" ; aku cuma senyum .
I did not said anything . I never revealed anything .
Tapi bila my cousin sister said , "mesti ada sebab ,, " Aku tak senyum . Its hurt for me to repeat again and again . I had tried over the years .
Am I demanding ? Am I unfaithful ? I am not happy . That is all .
No one understand .. they can just listen and assume and summaries .
I didn't asked this thing happen . But really I am not happy .
If Im not happy after ten years , I still have to face the same thing for another ten years?
ps: I just dont understand and I dont believe until these happen..