Raya ke 6th 2013

I guess I am back to where I belong . Since 2008 I had enjoy the real raya , the real ramadhan ( hello - walaupun ye tak terawih saya masih menunaikan kewajipan saya- saya puasa ye ! ) 

But this year was very simple . No kuih raya , no baju raya ... 

Infact now I tgh keje . 

NOPE I don't miss him .. I miss the memory !

Tatta!

Behind the smile - the cheeky smile

Tetibe bila wan ( nenda) said "Awak kena kuat" ; aku cuma senyum .
I did not said anything . I never revealed anything .
Tapi bila my cousin sister said , "mesti ada sebab ,, " Aku tak senyum . Its hurt for me to repeat again and again . I had tried over the years .

Am I demanding ? Am I unfaithful ? I am not happy . That is all .
No one understand .. they can just listen and assume and summaries .

I didn't asked this thing happen . But really I am not happy .
If Im not happy after ten years , I still have to face the same thing for another ten years?

ps: I just dont understand and I dont believe until these happen..

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan ...

I did not sleep at all throught the night . My feeling not OK . Shivering , yang pasti aku sedih .
Setiap yang belaku pasti ada hikmah .
Aku kena kuat . Jangan salahkan orang lain Dina !! Terima la dengan redha - pujuk hati laraa ..
Pedih sangat hati ni .. Tapi tak dapat nak luahkan dengan kata ...
Bila sedih selain Dia , hanya my bestie yang mungkin paham , mungkin tak ... mungkin ...
Aku pujuk hati redha , pasrah dan jangan sesekali salahkan apa sekalipun . Ini dah tertulis .
Salam Ramadhan semoga hikmah ini buat aku jadi matang. Yang pasti aku tekad !

If I could turn back time ...

Oh God give me the strength !
" The crime is not to avoid failure . The crime is not to give triumph a chance ..."

Enuf !

I don't want to be your second choice anymore. If I'm not your first choice, then just turn around & walk away now. I'm worth more than that... 
***Not every relationship is meant to last forever. And sometimes the best thing you can do is take a step back and give yourself a chance to breathe

Gateaway Koh lipe

Kami fly KL - langkawi .

Langkawi - Koh lipe by speed boat cost RM250 per pax . Journey 1hour .

( The most faster road compare to Satun . Dari Satun boleh jugak )

Kami stayed di Bung Roon challet - +66847477267 .
Its halal restaurant too .
Jangan lupa ke milk ice tea ! Terbaikkkk !








Its nothing to do selain Island hoping . Its a place for divers .

Town yang sangat kecik , we able to walk and finish walking the whole island for only 30min . cool kan ? Surrounding with pub's and happening life at night .

Bawak duit banyak banyak . Bung Roon bleh accept ringgit .
TAKDE money changer ye . And NO ATM machine .

Ada massage . A bit purba . hehhehe .

Its a virgin island . Should go and you will loving it !

Induction time

Its very tiring and I got to know that I need to catch a 6.40am flight . The best part was my alarm been hacked by someone using my phone while Im sleeping . Terlupa silentkan then the settle pakai sepatutnya back to ringing la kan ! I betul betul kejar flight . I ngam ngam sampai airport pukul 6:32 am . Lari sekuat hati .. sib baik laa airport nye kecik ..

Dapat gak la p induction . Habis je kami nye flight skit punya lama kena tunggu la .. last flight .. Sib baik ada fwen nak bawak p ikea...

Meatball time .. window shopping yang paling banyak menyoping nye ! haihh .