R.E.M.E.M.B.R.A.N.C.E..

I know I'm on my way to my dream, but how long, how hard, and what I need to overcome on this path, I do not know yet. I am counting a day .. and I am so scared by now ( please don't tell boss)

I was being assigned some jobs at work during my five month with them ~A Staff trip~ Being a event coordinator, something came through my life before, but never dared to dream about after settle down. I remembered my instructor at the academy Airlines took much effort trying to correct my knowledge and mistakes (whoops I hope my boss is not reading this), and I did try hard to improve and learn more stuffs after that. Okay, perhaps my knowledge is not perfect, but I think it's good enough.

Next, being a part of committee - being creative, being catchy. Well that's a huge challenge. I have to think of some catchy phrase to catch the team attention and make something happening by giving info to them. I enjoy the thrill of the excitement of being 'entrusted', challenged and 'seeing' my creativity. Yet I'm aware of the difficulties might come along and at times when things just doesn't seem right - for example, being stuck and no inspiration on activity.

Am I thinking too much? Perhaps. It's good to have some self realization.By now I just have to do more activity, search a place of interest with reasonable price. Costing are major topic on doing activity for the group. I can see the person I want to be, my dream; event co-coordinator,me;- someone who can make a difference. I know where I am now, and it can't be done without God's interventions (not that He needs to perform a huge miracle), but I can only say that if the Lord wills, the dream can be achieved, and all the glory goes to Him. Ultimately, I hope my life will mean something, for being part of His work on earth, and what I do, what I dream of, will never ever be done in vain.

Leaving 2009 project in heart with smile. Looking to the picca on the wall before entering office pantry make me realize the big roll on doing something. Many Thanks to team who trust my capability to make that project success.

Again , being a part of team this year when we have merger two team become one , I knew that is not easy to monitor. To plan something that you have to imagine is hard to do. We started six month in paper until it's only take less than twenty-four hour in real life.
I keep smiling till now. Through out the project sometimes I was little bit give up when the project seem not interested to them. But the committee members are always keep remind one another on the purpose of doing this.
Some of it give nasty feedback.Huh!!!

Without any one realize, it was my last project with the team...Huh.. I was little bit sad when I heard some says 'something' when I have decided not to go, on this trip... Actually I didn't know that I am still around or NOT during that time..Hard for me to share, but let me tell you I've got no choice by telling you that my family is my priority. My hubby need me more on make sure my children being taking care of.
As promise I'm still helping them for 2010 staff trip will take about less than two month from now. Looking at them I know that I will remember the moment that we have spend together....

My journey here, are about at the end. A time for me to say good bye.Special thanks to Zarilan who teach me a lot being a team, to Nurul who work hand to hand with me, to my boss who trust my capability to be head of the team,to my 'AH LONG' ~ Saha and Herwan , my lady GAGA who helping me, to all who support and encourage me... and for all participants who believe in me.

I will remember every single moment that we have shared ...
~Until me and Epit have to stay back till 10:00 pm looking at bank-slip if there is floating money,Unfortunately NO(someone has claims that the money have bank-in)... Then how hard to asked Dragon to find the fund... huh!kenangan terindah babe!

I also would like to apologize for any hi-cup during my stayed.

I'm not perfect and I willing to learn more but unfortunately I have to go..

I wish all the best to you all and i really hope that we can keep in touch.

I am counting days!:(

Muahhhh