Rindu chikko

Kalau bicaraku serik . 

Allahuakbar . 

Serik sangat .

Lepas Letto kena curi .

Bella came . Then Bella hilang - terasa tapi sudak dijangka . 

Bella came to my house masa tu hujan lebat . Mata dia penuh dengan semut . 

Send her to vet . 

Kasi dia enjoy life of Honeycactus .

Then she went missing .

Lepas Bella - lebih banyak bicara kehilangan Letto .

Chikko came .

I never spent so much tapi I have done for him so much . I fought with him .

No other vaksin yang can help him alive . Imagine Allah took him away infront of my eye. God give me chance to sleep with me before he went to see his creator.

So amatlah terasa kehilangan dia.

Chikko is gifted .

Peneman aku .

Kawan Satria .

Chikko ,

mommy rindu awak .

Sangat .

Jumpa nanti kat alfirdausi.

Doakan mommy ! 

Chikko

Mommy rindu .

Tapi Mommy redha pemergian chikko . Chikko sakit . He had dignose sakit saraf. 

Allah pinjamkan chikko untuk uji mommy. Mommy dapatkan rasakan macam mana jaga anak special . 

You were laughing, running . tetiba tak boleh jalan .

Then two week before you left me to be with our creator , mommy rasa mommy have done very well . mommy jaga chikko betul betul . mommy bangun malam bila chikko resah . mommy havent sleep well until the semalam 10.02.15 mommy kunci jam pukul 6am supaya mommy boleh kasi chikko makan . mommy takut tak sempat kalau mommy bangun 6:30am caused all this while a bit  rushing . 

Masa Abang Ya call mommy on 9.02.15 bagitahu chikko taknak makan . tak bak minum , demi Allah mommy mintak bagilah peluang mommy peluk dulu chikko .Bagilah mommy cium chikko kalau allah nak amek chikko . 

Mommy sampai rumah almost 12am mommy terus check chikko . You was extremely penat. Bila mommy panggil nama chikko , mommy nampak mata chikko pandang. mommy letak chikko atas dada mommy and finally I put you inside the cage almost 2am on 10.02.15 after dua jam mommy tido tak mandi after FSC event .

Pagi tu mommy bangun , mommy nampak how difficult bila awak cuba bernafas. Mommy kasi chikko water. and i hug u lama lama . I dapat rasa redup mata awak . Chikko about to go .

Bersama sama azan subuh chikko tinggalkan kami.

Semoga chikko sihat dialam sana .