Chikko

Mommy rindu .

Tapi Mommy redha pemergian chikko . Chikko sakit . He had dignose sakit saraf. 

Allah pinjamkan chikko untuk uji mommy. Mommy dapatkan rasakan macam mana jaga anak special . 

You were laughing, running . tetiba tak boleh jalan .

Then two week before you left me to be with our creator , mommy rasa mommy have done very well . mommy jaga chikko betul betul . mommy bangun malam bila chikko resah . mommy havent sleep well until the semalam 10.02.15 mommy kunci jam pukul 6am supaya mommy boleh kasi chikko makan . mommy takut tak sempat kalau mommy bangun 6:30am caused all this while a bit  rushing . 

Masa Abang Ya call mommy on 9.02.15 bagitahu chikko taknak makan . tak bak minum , demi Allah mommy mintak bagilah peluang mommy peluk dulu chikko .Bagilah mommy cium chikko kalau allah nak amek chikko . 

Mommy sampai rumah almost 12am mommy terus check chikko . You was extremely penat. Bila mommy panggil nama chikko , mommy nampak mata chikko pandang. mommy letak chikko atas dada mommy and finally I put you inside the cage almost 2am on 10.02.15 after dua jam mommy tido tak mandi after FSC event .

Pagi tu mommy bangun , mommy nampak how difficult bila awak cuba bernafas. Mommy kasi chikko water. and i hug u lama lama . I dapat rasa redup mata awak . Chikko about to go .

Bersama sama azan subuh chikko tinggalkan kami.

Semoga chikko sihat dialam sana .