A little things

Sebulan havent really talk .

Aku yang dituduh ego oleh kengkawan .

But for god sakes , ages aku takde ego tu .

Its maybe few time I buat perangai .

Tapi kalau ada pita tape , I nak it to be play . 

Setiap kali dia buat salah , after he say sorry - aku kena paksa diri to forget about it .

Bertahun aku hadap - aku tak redha ? 

How could it be ? 

Semalam , My colleague was asking .

Syurga ? I nak . I impikan .

But when talked about my little things its freaked me out .

But Im sure , God know best .

Allahu akbar .

Things cant work anymore .

Dulu aku a bit confuse pasal life . Pasal future .

After I fight for things I really want , I tak sampai hati . I kesiankan . Walhal takde apa apa pun . Hati allahualam . 

And today , end up aku yang sakit . ( Actually sakit bila pandang dia kat umah je ) 

And aku just wanna be happy .

Apa skit aku ada , semoga aku dapat jaga mak abah . Semoga hati aku tenang .

I didn't asked much. 

A little things - to be happy again .

Kalau ada jodoh Alhamdulillah .

Kalau takde I have to carry on my life .

After all , I'm all alone ~

Sibuta

Aku nampak kau pimpin tangan dia .

Tahu .

Pimpin tangan ada dua ,

pimpin tangan sibuta , pimpin tangan sayang .

Barangkali aku silap lagi .

Takpa . 

Aku bertatih . 

Hati aku !

Semua orang nak happy .

But apa itu happy .

Happy is what is make you hati happy .

Main PS4 pun buat anak I happy .

Its to subjective ! 

Silap - Semua orang buat !

 Cursing people not cool okay ~

Yes you're not cursing me . 

But seriously bila salah kena ngaku salah .

Kenapa takut .

Ive told you because kita kawan ~

Awak ,

Sombong sangat by doing that 😔 ! 

Aku yang demand ?

Jauh sangat bau syurga untuk aku ~

Rindu ~

Kau acted weird sangat lately. .
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Rindu !
Sangat rindu ! .
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ps : ahh rindu it just a feeling .

Kuat ~

Kadang kala aku lupa deal kita.
Aku tak kuat macam kau .
Tapi takpa , kau maybe fikir kau lagi hebat dari Nya

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Syukur itu payah ~

Its was hard closing a month of Jan - ya allah paling susah to sustain . Tapi kalau tak achieve lansung pitam ! .
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Aku rasa few kengkawan feel the bad impact specially in financial institutions. The needs became last need - grrrr . .
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Aku was terrified feeling . Nangis dalam hati , takyah nak cakap . Nak tahan air mata tak tertahan end up nangis ! .
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Keje lagi , masalah kat umah . Double strike .
So bayangkan setiap senyum tu sebenarnya pahit . - hahha ! meroyan tak aku .
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Im down gila .
Sampai a friend mine called me 38 miskal and finally he sent me this .
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Ya allah .
Aku mohon Nikmat syukur .
Aku meroyan terhapa hapa.
Negative aura dalam badan . .
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Syukur - nampak mudah .
tapi bila marah ?
bila maroyan terhapa hapa ? .
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Bersyukurlah.
Semua pemberian dan ketentuan dariNya pasti ada hikmah dan kebaikan untuk kita.
Bersyukurlah.
Kita masih mampu melakukan pelbagai perkara sebelum kita kembali kepadaNya. .
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ps : Padamkan "Kenapa" dalam diri . Setiap kenapa ada soalan , dan aku pasti Dia tidak patut di soal .
Alahai jiwa - redha la !

Allah heard you -- , Just be patient

Bila Allah duga kita maksudnya , he want best out of it . .
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Kadang kadang rasa apsal susah sangat nak paham our partner , look at to our parents - what make they stay strong ? Sebab dorang tak paham each other ! .
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Sebenarnya paling takut , bila berdiri kat cermin , sama macam partner kita .
Sama , kita rasa oh senang - but just think of it , how is interesting would be if dia la kawan coffee , kawan kat rumah , kawan shopping , kawan berlari . Minat bola , minat diving - all the same .
That is the reason I did not marry my best friend - seriously !
I married someone that I knew for 6 month .
(gegaran tsunami aku sama je dengan gegaran tsunami pasangan yang kawin kawan baik ) .
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Relationship sebenarnya macam puzzle .
Melengkapi antara satu sama lain .
ie : kalau I xpandai masak seriously I wanna married someone good in cooking . - Melengkapi . .
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Banyak benda goes hire wire sebab we want the person like us .
Kita nak dia macam kita .
Kita kononnya paham sangat natijah kehidupan .
Kita kononnya dengar advise from friends yang - haih - aku flip hair skit . .
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Babe , Bila hati kita susah , bukan kawan , bukan karoke . Bukan p released stress benda yang boleh orang assume .
Kita create another masalah . - kita provoke keadaaan.
ps : Our friend cant be 24/7 with us .
Our friend is like us . That is the reason we be a friends to the person .
Friend - someone gila macam kita . Full stop . .
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Why I always say escape is the best cure .
Kau akan tengok ramai orang yang kau tak kenal .
Kenal diri .
Muhasabah diri .
Pentingnya tanya diri - strong enough to say alone .
Tengok mak pak kita .
Tengok anak anak kita .
Bayangkan ~
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Bersabar dan bertabahlah .
Fight your right , kalau kau rasa he is your best .
But move on kalau kau rasa - you are not his best . .
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Hidup ni , melengkapi apa yang kurang . .
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Fattah Amin satu je , itupun cantik di luar kot , kat dalam tak kenal pun 😃. .
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ps : Tahu tak kenapa kawan kita benci partner kita ?
Sebab kita la - tell so much bad about him - spender kaler apa dia pakai semalam ?
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#justsaying
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Bismillah 2017

Warm welcome . 

The only relationship goal is to be with someone who motivates me to become a better person and see my potential "ME" that I don't see myself !

Whatever happened last night, last week, last month, last year, last few lives that left you dead over and over again;
hear this out.
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today;
Let's wake up from the beautiful dreams ...

o'Allah . Hati aku ~

Aku cuba mencari kebaikkan kau .

Banyak .

Tapi lebih banyak yang tak baik .

Yang hati ni terlalu sukar untuk memaafkan .

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Bertabahlah wahai hati demi hati hati orang lain . 

Itu yang membuatkan bahgia pada mata semua .

Tanpa ada rasa bahawa aku tidak bahagia .

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Sampai bila agaknya ?

Enough

We get stuck in our ways and routines and just kinda coast through life, then something major happens to you or someone you love, and you start to think ~ “Is this all there is for me?” “Is this all I’m capable of?” .
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Why wait for that moment to wake up?
But ~
Jangan sekali rasa regret .
Jangan sekali salahkan diri .
Enough apologies things that you're not wrong !!! .
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All of the people we meet in life will teach us valuable lessons .
Filter it .

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ps :
Pegang dada baca surah alfatihah . Allah know best ! .

Biarlah Rahsia ~

Bila ramai tanya dan masih tertanya .
Biarlah rahsia .
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Hidup ini indah .
Bahgia kita rasa .
Kecewa pun kita juga yang hadap .
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Banyak bunyi kat belakang kenapa .
Ini cerita aku .
My storytelling.
Yours ~ Aku xamek port pun .
Cuma ;
Jangan kejut harimau tidur .

Break up

Kata tu niat .

I just didn't get it . He repeat same thing again .
Berapa banyak kali agaknya hidup ini harus di tukar kerana kamu ?

Yang beza khalimah dan perjalanan sebuah hijrah you talked about .

Never mind . I guess its enough . Time for me to keep my mouth shut .
And for you , I doakan terbaik .

I'm done ~

ps : You may think tak da apa . I just feel its enough  ~

Rapuh

Ya allah . Aku yang semakin rapuh . 

Serapuh rapuhnya . 

My Birthday

Alhamdulillah . 

Thanks for the wishes . 

Thanks for the journey . 

Thanks for prezie . 

ps : Redhala apa saja . things gonna be orite !

Masa ~

Waktu adalah catatan perjalanan. Aku cukup kagum pada orang-orang yang menulis buku dalam hidupnya. .
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Why? because they able to transcript moment to word ! Try once . Its hard doh ! Then I remember my bestie said - kau bukan seni oranbnya - 😜 .
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Writing mana ada betul atau salah . Many hipster writer is so brave and the word just nice to understand !
Menulis itu tak harus tentang biografi dan kisah hidup, kisah benar hidup . .
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Bukan ! Kalau la macam tu penat writer , nak kena ada experience baru tulis .
Its a imagination dari kanta mata - dari moment!
Manulis - its a character .
Its also a part of motivation. .
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Life must keep going .
Bertabahlah .
Experience will tell you ! .
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Time - bagilah masa mencorak keadaan .
Tak .
Aku tak pernah mengalah .
Cuma atau sememangnya its a choice .
To play time. .
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Kalaulah hati sama macam kertas , boleh dipadam tanpa kesan .
Its called timeless ~ .
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Masa tidak pernah setia .
Jadi tak mungkin aku ! .
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Salam Ramdhan ke-9

Luas

Certainly .

To me, traveling is just going somewhere, anywhere, whether familiar or new.
Its your call ! It doesn’t matter if it’s the next town over, a new country or a continent on the other side of the world. Terpulang . I just wanna see word !
And I personally don’t think it matters if you’re gone for one day or one year or one decade.

Banyak berjalan luas permadangan . As long as you have even the slightest interest in the destination you’re visiting, and you’re open to learning about the places you visit and about yourself in the process, I think you’re traveling.


It encompasses a great range of experiences, I know, but I personally don’t think the word ‘travel’ warrants a more complicated description.

Budget traveller ke ? I guess I'm not .
My Junior still having coke at $1 every 3 hours .
Cuma I just wanna tell her , traveling make you meet a lot of people .
Their culture .
Their food .
Eat what local people eat .

Ah apa apapun , masih sama .
Travel - spend .
But that is the way I find my satisfaction in life ..

Pavlova

Nervous .

Eleanor & Park .
Rindu .

Me before you . Damn ! Pick up line !

Looking at the blue signal . Yup the message's in !
Jangan lupa asal .
Anak kat rumah nangis .
Suami nak balik makan !

ps : Tengok jam 12 malam ~ mimpi lagi .

Tutty Fruity

Kaki ini cuma jalannya lurus .
Berhenti bila perlu .

Resah hati .
Ah it just temporary !

Lirik mata itu .

Aku kalah .